Huh

For the first time in a long time... I need a man.

I never allow myself to admit this, but I do like the feeling of cuddling with someone or holding hands. But I'm so picky. I mean, I could probably pick up the phone and call any guy I like right now, but I'm not. Why is that? If I miss the feeling with being with someone, what's stopping me from finding that person? I'm just not up to it, no matter how easy. *sigh*

There's something wrong with my head.

And then after I think all of that, I immediately tell myself that I don't need anyone and my life is quite perfect the way it is. I can't help but smile at what I've got. o_o

I can tell you this. I've learned my lesson to appreciate 85% like it's 100.