Don't you just hate it

when a really poor guy saves up money just to take you on a really nice date?

It makes me feel so guilty

But I mean

They're enjoyable

...............

but really, if I really like the guy

I would be so satisfied just sitting on the couch watching a movie

or playing a board game

or going to the park

or whatever.

I just want to spend time with someone I like

Not eat lobster

and shop

or go to rebounderz

though that's really fun... bwahaha.

Okie, I shouldn't complain.

Everyone keeps telling me I deserve this.

It's just all so weird to me.