I hate you, but I don't want you to stop loving me.

I'm delusional and like to imagine that our very slight and brief disagreements that mean nothing whatsoever are actual arguments

and that we're just a regular couple fighting

Then, we'll get over it because we realize that we're both really understanding

we just need to get over ourselves

and we'll go back to our crazy, unhealthy and almost nonexistent relationship

because we're not even together

we don't even talk...

everything's in the past now

but I keep on hoping.

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Too soon to reveal my crazy card?

I'm sure it'll be fixed. I know it can be.

I mean, I'm only 18.