Right now it feels like I have a lot of nice friends

but then I realized...

these are just all guys who like me

and more then likely they'll be gone just like everyone else I haven't shown interest in.

They just leave

after acting so nice. I don't understand.

But thank God, I do have friends.

Even if they're few in number, that's better than being alone...

maybe.

Maybe it's better than being alone, I'm not exactly sure, yet.