Tonight I feel sad, lonely and stupid.

Sad and lonely because I don't have a boyfriend

and stupid because I declined maybe 40 dates

and am chasing after

this one boy....

I just like him

I'm so picky

and you know what, I can "do better" than him

in terms such as looks, wealth and possibly intelligence

but I don't know

none of that really matters to me

because I've already decided to like him

and it's tough

because I won't give up

It's a bad habit