Tommy didn't even propose to his fiancée. He doesn't even love her. He's barely complacent. That's so weird. Why does she want to marry him so badly? I know I hurt him and that'll he'll probably never love again, but he shouldn't throw his life away because he's not with me. This is awful watching this train crash that's about to occur. Ugh. Things keep changing. Feelings do. I don't want Tommy anymore but I feel responsible and that I should treat him like a good friend. This is awful.

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