Sometimes I get stuck in the past.

I'm pretty sure I was the perfect girlfriend at one point

I mean

perfection is relative

but I'm the girl I want to be

for the guy/girl I want to be with

....

you know?

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on another note

I am just going to be so sad this month

until I have to leave

which kinda sucks

because that means everyone I try to keep happy

will be sad for a month too

because of me and my selfishness

of not caring for a bit

I don't want to work towards anything now

please just let me let life move on

don't judge me

and for the love of God

don't guilt trip me

because that will piss me off

and I will ruin your life

like a crazy bitch

since I'm quite irrational when angered.

huh

so yeah

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I am part of the 1%

and I do promise to help

I really want to