I'm really tired

this makes me feel certain things I wouldn't normally feel

like sadness

I feel so sad and lost

like I've been wronged and I'm dumb

like my life is worthless

but I know it's not

I still have time

.... I'm gonna succeed

Do you love me?

God I am so tired

I miss you

today I was driving home in the Corvette

playing a Gorillaz album

after Meet the Schizophrenics

and I knew it was a bad idea

....

but I did it anyway

and it felt so good

it felt like

it felt like last year again

when I was doing well

and now

I'm not doing so well

yet

yet

yet

yet

yet

yet

.

.

.

yet

so....

that's a

I'm not doing so well now

and that really sucks

gross

I feel awful

alright

I'm going to take a nap now