*muffled words never to be heard*

and now I know.

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I am very tired now and have an exam in the morning

but I'm worried about my boyfriend

we'll see what happens

rereading my blog

and I guess I've been living too much in the past

by remembering good memories

when I should just be making new ones now

I feel so busy

that would take so much effort

Ah, I love the past

but I'm starting to realize that it's trapping me

the meaning of life is happiness

(in my opinion at least)

but right now I really care about Andrew's

so let's see what's going on