Remember that one day when I drove half an hour to see a guy

and I took a nap with him

and we were happy for maybe two hours together

and he woke up

and when all things were said and done he told me

"I need to be alone today"

and I said "Alright, I understand."

and I just left...

like that..

I wanted to be mad

but I couldn't be

He had me under some trance

And at that moment I knew that I was going to drive forever to see him again tomorrow

and the day after that

and the day after that

I just wanted him to be happy and love me.

...

and so I think

"Man, if I was so tolerant with that guy, why am I not nice to everyone else I'm with?"

so yeah

I try.

Magic.