I was always that one student that teachers would talk to out of pity.

I must have appeared pathetic. I never talked...

God, I was/am so shy!

They tried their best and attempted to let me practice my social skills I guess

to make me feel like I'm a part of this world and noticed...

It just made me feel worse.

I would think

"No, don't talk to me. This is embarrassing."

I wasn't even one of those kids who were teachers pets and actually wanted their attention.

Yeah, I made straight A's and blah blah blah

Hm...

what was wrong with me.

I don't understand.

I should stop getting stuck in the past

and I shall post something about now and the future?

Yeah, I'll do that.