I think I'm repulsed by any physically interaction with a boy 99% of the time now.
It used to be 90.
It used to be not at all.
It used be 20.
How sad that is for me
I'm not sure if you noticed
that a lot of guys want to touch me
whether it's holding hands
a hug
a kiss
or more
but lately I've developed a bad habit of just freezing up
and getting scared
but I guess it's just because out of the four boys who I let like me this year
three were creeps
and I keep telling myself never again
ha.
I've never been raped.
I'm just scared
maybe I just don't know...
I don't know, I just don't like being touched by boys anymore
and it's sad because I want to be
maybe one day again, by the right guy
I won't flinch when he grabs my hand to turn me around
as I walk away from him
...
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