I think I could live my life without loving

and just having crushes

until I have a kid of something

then I'd put real effort and energy and everything i've got into that kid

maybe

right?

that sounds like me.

in my head at least.

according to nick though, i'm very romantic

and i'm going to find someone to actually marry

ha

he knows me pretty well though

the weird thing is,

i kinda felt like he was hoping