I think the scariest thing that's ever happened to me was that one date I had with James and he made me his gf on Facebook that day.

It was like BAM

"I love you."

and I was just so confused

and that's why I kept getting turned off by the adjective "gorgeous" to describe me

but it's getting better now

and yeah.

*sigh*

It's rare for me to wanna forget a memory and actually regret something in the past.