I'm at that point in my life where I don't think I can be hurt emotionally by other people

I have distanced myself by so much

I'm not attached at all

but I can enjoy what I have when I have it

I just keep waiting...

I need someone or something to open my eyes again

my will for living has significantly dropped

All I do is live in this false world of Magic

How is that going to make a difference?

I need to save the world

influence people

keep my own thoughts and opinions

...

I don't have any right now

I'm pretty sure I've lost a few role models

but we'll see