I thought that people crushing on their friends for a long time was just something that happened on TV.
When I was in high school and middle school I didn't have crushes for too long.
I was always very blunt about it and wanted to get it over quickly.
I would ask boys to dances or out and stuff.
I remember being rejected twice. Once by Josh when I asked about prom and then by Scott later when I asked him to homecoming.
I used you be friends with Tommy but after two weeks I made my intentions clear. I told him that I liked him and then wrote him a poem.
Things just started becoming weird when I liked Kyle though.
We both liked each other but weren't in a relationship and I was fine with that
When he left that's when I liked him for a long time without seeing him.
I guess I was like the sucker in those movies.
The only thing though was I had several chances to be with him again, I was just too lazy to.
I just really liked the romantic idea.behind it all
When he came back to Orlando for me I didn't even see him.
The first time was because I was in a car accident
And recently it was because I didn't think Andrew would like it.
Yeap.
I have a boyfriend now and don't really want to ruin it all by taking chances.
I know I'm not going to cheat or anything but for some reason I can't predict how Andrew will feel.
Sometimes I just decide to do things on the spot or get swept up by the excitement around me.
Life is good. :)
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