You're right. I do get a lot of male attention...

but that's just because I don't like girls in general.

Is it weird

that sometimes I think

that I'm actually supposed to be a gay guy or something?

Hm...

Maybe that's not what I would compare it to

Maybe I'm a gay guy trapped in a girl's body

Uh...

that doesn't make sense either.

But this is probably just gender stuff

I do like cars, guns, video games and such

And there are a lot of guys in my programming classes and guys who play Magic

But I'm really more like a guy than a girl

Ha.

I'm not feminine at all!

Sometimes.

I don't know.

My family is just brainwashing me.

o_o