I just want Andrew to hold me.

I just want to sleep with him

Have him stroke my hair

Kiss my head

And tell me that everything will be all right.

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I can't imagine myself with another man

Not the way like I am when I'm with Andrew

So happy and comfortable

I get to hug him, squish his cheeks, and laugh

We get to do it

We get to be intimate and trusting

It's just so good to feel safe

I never feel safe

I'm always so worried about school, life, and emotions

But with Andrew I'm safe.