We should just break up

I'm not worth it to you

And I never will be

We should break up

I want you to regret

How little effort you put

We should break up

So I can be happier faster

To be truly loved and accepted

We should break up

Because whether you miss me or not

It will be worth it

I don't want to be with someone who doesn't value me until I'm gone

And I don't want to be with someone who never values me enough

We should break up

But I'm banking on that lotto ticket

That you will change for me and I for you

What's the price I pay? 

Another year of my life? Losing more opportunities for happiness? I'm risking it all and giving myself up because I'm an optimist.

I miss not feeling.

I miss not loving someone.

And now I miss you.