There's this girl version of Kyle I'm jealous of because I try so hard to be like him but better but both of them just get people to fall in love with them easily and I'm learning to do that and can make it happen but just not as effortlessly as they do. I go to other places and try to make people fall in love with me and remember me but they both just go travel so casually and people are automatically drawn to them and are willing to do so much for them....

Ugh.

So jealous and can't explain clearly