I remember the good ole days where I'd walk in quietly

while you were sleeping.

I'd lie down next to you

and slowly inch over

praying, hoping

just for you to touch me.

I turned away on my side

and moved millimeters at a time towards you.

I remember the good ole days

where all it took

was a lift of my shirt

and your hand on my skin.

I was all yours.

Why did my first boyfriend have to be so good

why couldn't I date a bad guy first

Honestly I use my Facebook like I do my Twitter now. I only want to share my thoughts and opinions while not caring about others.

*sigh*

This is why I'm getting lonely.

Dear diary,
I have a boyfriend and I love him very much but I am starting to get too clingy. What do I do?

Sleeping on time is very difficult for me, especially since I feel so alive at night.

I wish I could just sleep with him.

One day we'll live together and my clinginess won't seem as weird.

Mostly because he'd be right there and I can quickly share the Reddit posts I find interesting by bringing over my laptop.

My dreams for when I move out include a beautiful gaming area, my own bedroom,  and a place to cook :)

I'm sorry. Can I wake up now? Am I still young? I'm so sad.

Nhi, you're so silly! You're only 20. :)

... Okay.

Sometimes it is just so hard to move on and one regret turns into three years of bad decisions.