Dear diary,
I have a boyfriend and I love him very much but I am starting to get too clingy. What do I do?

Sleeping on time is very difficult for me, especially since I feel so alive at night.

I wish I could just sleep with him.

One day we'll live together and my clinginess won't seem as weird.

Mostly because he'd be right there and I can quickly share the Reddit posts I find interesting by bringing over my laptop.

My dreams for when I move out include a beautiful gaming area, my own bedroom,  and a place to cook :)

I'm sorry. Can I wake up now? Am I still young? I'm so sad.

Nhi, you're so silly! You're only 20. :)

... Okay.

Sometimes it is just so hard to move on and one regret turns into three years of bad decisions.

Wtf.

I can't believe this

I just found out that the engagement ring my grandma was selling to my ex

was my aunt's ring that her ex bought her

...

Isn't that like passing on bad luck?

Like

Boo.

I don't want that ring anymore.

Next year I'll have a slutty costume and will go out dancin'

Once upon a time I loved you

Sooooo much

Now I just care about you

I don't know what love is at the moment

My brain forgets

My heart feels old

I feel cold

And alone

But once in a while everything is all right

You read me

All right

Just put your arms here

And your lips there

And maybe we could be together forever