Wtf.

I can't believe this

I just found out that the engagement ring my grandma was selling to my ex

was my aunt's ring that her ex bought her

...

Isn't that like passing on bad luck?

Like

Boo.

I don't want that ring anymore.

Next year I'll have a slutty costume and will go out dancin'

Once upon a time I loved you

Sooooo much

Now I just care about you

I don't know what love is at the moment

My brain forgets

My heart feels old

I feel cold

And alone

But once in a while everything is all right

You read me

All right

Just put your arms here

And your lips there

And maybe we could be together forever

I'm gonna be a little sad if I don't get that double triangle ring.  >_>

I can't wait to wear it

I can't even expect a dozen red roses and a teddy bear from my boyfriend tomorrow

and that makes me really sad...




like

all i wanted was a cute little ring to wear

and things keep happening

so I know to never fucking expect that either.

i am so frustrated right now

that i've decided to take a break from andrew

because i can only think of two reasons why i want to stay with him

and right now i can't remember one of them

because i'm so mad

and then i wondered

why the fuck am i with someone who can't physically and mentally take care of me

the suddenly the first reason disappears

but now I thought of a third reason

and I was THIS close to breaking up with him




Andrew, you suck.

Sitting here so still
Staring at the windowsill
Would you please go feel