Taking my life again's the greatest sin I know
Somewhere I've been poisoned and I can't find the source
When I get like this over time it gets worse and worse
Psychotic emotions rolling through me
How am I so blind
What is it those kind eyes see
What am I trying to find
I'm looking dear god I'm looking
I'm searching my with hands out front
These people I took in
God I'm such a cunt
