My fever is keeping me up tonight

And I have no other place to write

I'm calling for help, reaching my arms out, drowning

It's on you I'm counting

My rock, my anchor, I'm tied to you

I love you so much

I'm almost ready 

Forget me not

remember me

Xo, baby

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I'm looking for the next happiest moment of my life

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I dream about a cold winters eve with a fresh snowfall. I imagine a covered path beneath the trees.

Dragging my boots into the forest

I am lost

So I sleep

Please let me sleep 

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